Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Voom Voom!

LOOK OUT!

Marty is on the purail. After a week of trying to get the pink slip issue resolved, I now have the title.

This has been a very frustrating and stressful ordeal. I’m afraid that this past week was a test – and I failed horribly. Marty is now legal and ready to drive however. I am now able to drive myself to work, church and for my pleasure.

I bought Marty some presents and made him all spiffy. He looks good in his new clothes.


Now, I know what some of you might be thinking:
What’s up with the name Marty?
Why are you obsessed with naming your belongings?
Why are things always boy names?


Marty got his name from my mother’s first car. After my mom’s first marriage she saved up long and hard and bought herself a new car. She was always proud of her car and drove it for almost 20 years straight. We still have the little blue car on the side of the house at home. He just sits there now, but he’s a reminder to me that when everything seems lost, forgotten and stolen there is hope, redemption and provision.


I don’t know why I have the burning desire to name everything I own… Just like I don’t know why I’ve become obsessed with cows or why I have the impulse to buy every cute stuff animal I see. I’m telling you, I’ve bought more stuff animals in the last 6 months than I have in my entire life!

Again, I don’t know why things are always boys to me, they just are. Like dogs are always puppies. I guess it’s just one of my quirky quirks. But I will say, that I purposely named my phone Kat.

So, here we go again in life.

Have fun and make a difference!

Thursday, March 25, 2010

HELLO MARTY!

Meet my new best friend in the WHOLE world – Marty!


Marty is a four door 1996 Saturn Infiniti. Marty is the first 'real' purchase I've ever made. I’ve been working since mid January and been saving hard for him. I paid in full, so no payments, woot! He has a lot of miles on him, but does have a new strong engine. He needs cosmetic work and a few major fixes here and there (tires, trunk, brakes, etc.). But he is ready to go and drive!

I am having an issue with the pink slip however; so unfortunately he is sitting in the drive way being a temptation.

Oh Marty, soon love. Soon!

Monday, March 22, 2010

The Invader

I feel like I’m sitting in a dark corner of a room. I have my legs pulled up to my chest, my head is barred into my knees and I’m weeping. There’s monster’s outside my door growling, howling, and breathing heavily. They’re jumping against the door, banging on it and clawing at it. There’s another creature in the opposite corner of me. Their voice is smooth and sweet, almost comforting; but I know they’re not a friend. I’m rocking myself back and forth; my hands covering my ears trying to blur out the noise of the monsters and the sickly sweet invader.

I’m weeping heavily, crying out softly for help; asking to be set free. The invader smiles at me, I can see the faint smile on his lips through the pale light of the room.

Closing my eyes I take a deep breath and begin to speak confidently. Speaking truth, that the invader cannot touch me, he cannot harm me, he has no power over me. Slowly the monsters quiet down. They’re no longer jumping and banging at the tattered door. They’re not completely gone, they’re there, I hear their heavy breathing from under the door; some try to stick their noses under the door.

The light in the room becomes brighter covering me in soft yellow rays. The invader stands in the corner, he leans against the wall, his arms folded. He and the monster’s now wait.

Taking another breath I lift my head up and look towards the dark corner of the invader.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Mathew 26:40-41

"Then he returned to his disciples and found them sleeping. "Could you men not keep watch with me for one hour?" he asked Peter. "Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak." - Matthew 26:40-41

The above verses describe the scenario leading up to Judas’ betrayal of Jesus. Jesus knew He would be betrayed, and knew He needed strength from above to endure the coming events, so He sought His Father in prayer. And it is right here that Jesus instructs His disciples, and us, on how not to fall: "Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation." Be vigilant. Watch against a developing chain of events that lead to a fall into sin, and remove a link in the chain. Watch for familiar areas in which you are tempted; watch for the uprising of the flesh; watch out when you are tired; and watch out for when you have just had a high spiritual experience. WATCH. But don’t just watch. Watch and pray. Pray that God will keep you from falling. Pray that He would give you grace to endure temptation without giving in. Pray for power from above to extinguish the fiery darts of the devil. - taken from the By His Wounds course from SettingCaptivesFree.com

Until My Heart Caves In


'Until My Heart Caves In'
cover by Stellar Kart

I’m a warrior, I’m a warrior
I would die for You, for You
My love is fierce, I’m a warrior
I would die for You, for You

I’m a warrior with a warrior’s heart
And it burns for You, for You
My love is fierce, I’m a warrior
I would die for You, give it all for You

I won’t give up, I won’t give up on You
I won’t give up on You
I will sing Your name until my heart caves in
Until my heart caves in

I won’t give up
I won’t give up
I won’t give up
I won’t give up

I will sing Your name until my heart caves in
Until my heart caves in
Until my heart caves in

I’m a warrior, I’m a warrior

I will sing Your name until my heart caves in
Until my heart caves in
Until my heart caves in

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Hourglass.


Which side will you fill in on?






Cross