I Need You to LOVE Me

I need you to love me.

Because sometimes, it feels like you're the only one. The only one that does love me. I need you to see me. I need you to help me. I need you to love me. Because without your love I would be more lost then I already am.

I float around this Earth, with no real clue of what I’m supposed to do. I try to act in the way I know you would want me to. But I always mess up. And the people closest to me throw my mistakes and miss-steps in my face and I feel so alone. I feel like no one loves me at all.

All I want is love Lord. The more I search for it, the more I try to reach for it or earn it - the more I get hurt. I need you to love me Lord. Because I know your love has no strings or conditions. You love me as the mess of a person that I am.  

And, I need you to remind me that I’m loved – by you. Because sometimes, I don’t love myself. Most of the time I can’t stand myself.

So, I need you to love me Lord, because you’re the only one who truly can.