Say This Sooner

"Say This Sooner"
By The Almost

I can't believe I didn't say this sooner
I'll just believe that I was all displaced
I'll get to speaking, let you know how I feel
I'll get to judging, make you see my appeal
OH OH OH OH!!!

No one would ever see things the way I do
No one will try
All my friends think that I'm gone
But I swear...
I swear I'm not

This make me feel that I'll never be quite normal
This makes me act like I'll never get out alive (alive)
I'll get to acting, make you all believe me
I'll get to faking, show you all how to grieve

No one would ever see things the way I do
No one will try
All my friends think that I'm gone
But I swear,
I swear I'm not
I SWEAR I'M NOT!!!!

In and out is where it gets back to the place
It does make me feel like I just want to feel just like its touch

No one would ever see things the way I do
No one will try
All your friends say that you're gone but you swear,
I swear I'm not

No one will ever see things the way I do
No one will try
All my friends think that I'm gone
But I swear, I swear I'm not
I SWEAR I'M NOT!!!!

I See You.

My heart breaks for you.
I see your turmoil.
I see your hurt, pain and suffering.
I see you dying in yourself.

I see you.

Others see you.
Stop pushing away. Stop running away.
You need to face this. You need to face your hurt and pain.
You need to face me.
You need to meet me, once and for all, and know how I really am.

Stop. Stop killing yourself.
You're okay. You are okay.
I forgive you. I will always forgive you. Until you are with me.
Until you are in my arms feeling my ultimate love.

Sinner

It's hard for me to be a sinner.

When I commit a sin, the guilt and shame is so powerful that it torments me to no ends. It rips me to tiny strips till I can no longer function. It tears me down to my core, till I'm raw and hollow with no possibility of functionality.

And, yet, no matter how much I hate myself for it. I continue to rationally choose to sin.