Sunday, February 17, 2013
In His Arms
That's where we belong. In His arms. Sometimes I forget that. When bad things happen and stress overpowers me I feel like I need to handle everything myself. That I need to hold onto all my emotional baggage and deal with it when I get the chance.
But that's not the case. I can go to my God, tell him my trouble and sit in His arms. He can take my pain away. I know that I can't, but He can. And He does. And He will.
I just have to remember to climb into those arms of His. And rest.
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Meet Joel
Joel was diagnosed with an Atypical Teratoid/ Rhamboid Tumor (AT/RT) in
January of 2010. He had a surgery to remove the tumor and was undergoing
54 weeks of treatment including chemotherapy and radiation. In October
of 2010, he had a tumor recurrence. Joel is 4 years old now. And has
survived thanks to his family's faith and positive thinking. You can
follow his story at: JoelEvangreen.com and HesNotDeadYet.com
-Information and video taken from SoulPancake's YouTube channel.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Sit, Color a Bit
There's nothing more fun, when you're sick, then to sit
on the couch or floor and color in a Disney Princess coloring book.
I bought a couple of coloring books more than a year ago,
because I really wanted to color; but I never did.
Today while I was sitting on the couch bundled in my
hoodie and blanket watching Netflix, the urge to color hit me - hard. I paused
my movie walked to my room found the books and all my "colors" and
went back to the living room to finish my movie. So here I am sitting on the
tile, crayons, colored pencils, markers and paint pens sprawled out all over
the coffee table while I'm looking through the coloring book trying to find the
"perfect" one to color in.
Do you remember that? When you were little and you would
search through the coloring book over and over again to find that one picture
that was 'perfect' and called out to you. I have a lot of memories of coloring
and of coloring books from when I was little, is that weird?
One memory that always makes me smile happened when I was
about 6 or 7. I was in my parent’s room when my dad called out to my mom asking
if she wanted anything from the store. She replied no, and then my dad asked
me: “Stella, you want anything from the
market?”
Now, being a small child I’m sure there was a ton of
things I could have asked for that I didn’t always get. But me being me, I
called back: “A COLORING BOOK!!”
I remember thinking that my dad wouldn’t get it, but when
he got home from the store there on the counter was a Disney Beauty and the
Beast coloring book. I remember I was surprised, shocked, and overjoyed. I
took the book and went to my room to color.
I spent most of the afternoon coloring today. It was nice
to sit and color. It gave me a chance to recharge my spirit. Sometimes we need
that time to be our ‘little kid self.’ To go back in time, mentally, and have
fun – openly abandoned.
Sometimes we just need to sit, and color a bit.
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