Keep Fighting.

I've become extremely irritable, inwardly, the last few weeks. I find myself on the edge of my nerves and cringing over simple mistakes. My conscience is struggling with itself. And my spirit - is weakly trying to defend itself.

I think the stress of moving to a new city and state is finally getting to me. I'm trying so hard to adjust to my new environment but fear, depression and the lack of confidence is getting the best of me.

I constantly have to remind myself that I am not weak. I’m not powerless. I am confidante. I am strong. And I can overcome.

I refuse to give in. I refuse back down. I refuse to quit.

But I am becoming weak. And I'm losing confidence.

I constantly have to remind myself that past copping skill are not good. They are not healthy. And they do nothing.

I also have to remind myself to believe it.