The last few weeks, I’ve been digging through this old
blog. It’s so weird to see the things I wrote about a few years ago. My
obsession with Michael Rosenbaum, a bad break-up with a boyfriend, all my posts
about depression and self-harm, concerts I’ve been to; so many memories I
hardly remember now. But they’re all there. The good, the bad, the ugly and the
heartbreaking – all of my memories kept in one safe and protected blog.
It’s so weird looking at them all, gathered liked that.
The first time I cut. The first time I burned myself. The
turmoil of my mother’s passing. All my suicide attempts documented. How my
heart broke over my first love.
It’s so strange to have my whole life in one place, in a mere
412 entries. Nine (9) years of life, you’d think there’d be more. That the
posts would be longer, more detailed. But it’s not. It’s short, messy and to
the point. Ironic isn’t it?
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