Passion.

The Lord showed this to me in a vision.

There was a time period where the Lord was speaking a lot to me in visions of hearts; basically, my heart in different stages of growth.

One day during worship, I got this vision of a heart jumping up and down with a speaker built in playing music. The heart was worshiping the Lord.

My passion is music. My passion is to worship the Lord fully.

Abandon.

The Lord showed this to me in a vision.

There was a time period where the Lord was speaking a lot to me in visions of hearts; basically, my heart in different stages of growth.

During worship, the Lord reveled to me that I needed to abandon my past loves. I needed to get rid and abandon everything that I use to love, like and that consumed my life. I needed to forsake my old heart and walk down the path to the renewing river to be cleansed and purified.

I Want to NAW Off My Foot!

Many of you were making comments about me wanting to cause myself pain to relieve the pain from my foot.

So, here is my story about my foot.

Enjoy!

I want a Cow...

Ever since I moved into my new house, I’ve been wanting a cow. I want to play with a cow. Hug a cow. Feed a cow. I want a cow!!

I know; I know what some of you might be thinking: ‘Stella, what is up with this recent obsession with cows?’

Well, my house and the window of my room faces into an open field; a field that just so happens to be the home of MANY cows. Teen Mania is located next to a man that owns tons of animals, one of those animals happen to be a cow.

So every morning when I wake up I see cows. Every morning when I leave for work I see cows. When I come back for lunch I see cows. When I get off work and go home I see cows. Before I go to bed I see cows! I want a cow!!

I’m determined to get one… Okay, so I know I can’t have a cow. But I’m on the search for a plushed cow. If you see one, LET ME KNOW!

New Beginnings

Starting a new blog was rather frightening to me, I have to admit. My writings are very precious and special to me; so leaving a journal is like me abandoning one of my children (not that I know what it’s like to have children…).

But the Lord showed me a lot and held my hand tight as I made the transition over. Why was it so hard for me to switch blogs? I will never know. Maybe it’s because I became dependent on that blog (even though I didn’t update it much – still REALLY sorry about that). Or maybe, because it’s symbolizing me leaving all those things that I struggled with before coming to Teen Mania (and struggled with at the beginning) and continuing to mature and grow in the Lord and his plan for my life.

It’s exciting and frightening staying another two years at Teen Mania; but I’m excited to see what will come out of it.